Ivy here. I'm 15-teen, and wow, what a roller coaster ride these years had been. Ups and downs, left and rights, I braved through all, and thats why I'm still standing here today.

I'm a horrible cynic, probably due to the fact that I take Literature, when I'm exposed to all sorts of human behaviour. I'm in love with Shakespeares; his plays, his stories, on how he portray us, the humans, on our feelings and actions.

I'm a die hard fan of Utada Hikaru, no, not only her, but all the other good singers. I opposes racism, but I believe that prejudicsm will exist, as long as we humans exist.

I seem so horrible, painting a bad picture on everyone. Basically, click here, to really understand my inner self. I love reading interesting journals of you people, and commenting as well.

Do comment before you add though.

Photos during the OBS camp. All the unglam photos, but they are all precious memories. Somehow, this camp really made a huge impact on me, and will change me for life.

"There is something about OBS that stays with you for life"

Its not the shirts I bought, its not the plague my teeth had collected, its not the cuts I received, its not the muscles I had gotten but the friendship we had forged with one another.

You may think, its just 5 days, how can anyone bond in such a short period of time ? But the stuff we had gone through was not anything that could be put into words. Somethings are just best left unsaid.

Marco Polo .. If there wasnt Fengling, Michelle, Kahbeng, Jun Hao, Ee Siong, Huey Huey, Fiona, Vanessa, Joycelyn, Charlotte, Jin Ming, Trecia, Naurah, Zul, Fuad and Khee Meng, there wont be Marco Polo standing here right now.

I discovered my strengths and flaws. My flaw for one, is really being unable to trust someone. On the first day, I wasnt able to trust everyone to catch me while I fall back. I failed. I wasnt able to let go of myself. I wanted to die rather than let my life be determined by these people whom I had not even talked to.

On the last day, we had a similar activity again. We were to ring a bell after saying our commitments. I told everyone mine. For short terms, I want to be a good NCO who is able to bring the unit to a greater height, plus for a longer goal, be a CI after I graduate. I didnt manage to ring the bell, but the feeling of trust was there. I was able to let go of myself, and just trusting these people. Trust is a really hard thing for me, I dont even trust myself, how can I trust these people ? But the expeditions and the bonds we had were so strong I was willing to let go.

There are no strangers in this world, only friends you have not met.


Love, Ivy

Wow, 3 days spent on it. I really have no idea what to say of the 3 days. It was plain awesome, and yet still enriching at the same time. This course was for sec3 cadets to learn new skills and go back to their units being a NCO with better knowledge and stuff.

We had lectures and hands on, and it will really benefit me in my future life of being a NCO. I had made promises to be a good NCO, and to bring the unit to a greater heights. I'm going to keep to that promise I had made.

If there was a need for me to list everything that had happen out one by one, it will be a difficult task, for these experiences are something that touches the heart and not something that can be express easily. The experiences are once in a life time; there wont be a LMSC (II).

My passion for NPCC is back once again. The flames are ignited, and its going on full blast. Nothing is going to deter my way from achieving my goals. For a short time goal, I want to be a NCO that is able to make an impact on others.

Thank you Alpha peeps, not to forget Chester, Terence and Elton sirs for making an impact on me personally. I will put everything I have learnt to good use.


Thank you Wenqi mam for the photos (:

Love, Ivy
We are the colour pencils that come together to form a rainbow (: